Aching Heart
At first it was a game to me,
I'll freely admit.
An art form I'd made mine.
Your heart you would commit
Into my safe keeping, or at least,
To such a thought you would incline,
Cajoled into thinking that all would be fine.
Things changed all too quickly,
No longer were you a means to an end.
Was it that charming smile,
That would cause me to yield, to bend?
Or was it your startling wile,
Perhaps those golden eyes, like the morning sun?
I'd scarcely realized what had begun.
The game fell away
As if it were nothing more than dew.
And to your heart I decided to be true.
If only I'd made a better choice than you.
Seth sat against the wall in the castle's west balcony. He was starring up at Natalia's window, wondering whether Rilly was there with her. Could she see him? The window was dark. They were probably not there anyway. It was Analynn with him tonight. Seth was relieved that it was her. He did not have to pretend with Ana. He did not have to wear his charming guise. He did not have to act as if he was over flowing with charm, humour and all of that which Noble women expected from him. She knew the whole sorry tale--or least what he would tell her of it. He tilted his head against her shoulder, wrapping his arms around her waist.
"Seth, I've ne
"Natalia! you promised me you would take care of her!" Natalia stared coldly back at her cousin. That was a bit rich coming from him. He'd been in central for days now, and for that entire time, he'd not only avoided Rilly like the plague, but actually had the audacity to spend his nights at the Palace's Gala balls with the legions of women that vied for the Prince's attention. Did he even consider how Rilly would feel if she heard about that? Natalia had made absolutely sure that not a word of it would reach the young woman's ears, but that did not change the fact that Seth's erratic behaviour was really starting to tick her off. He had not
Aching Heart
At first it was a game to me,
I'll freely admit.
An art form I'd made mine.
Your heart you would commit
Into my safe keeping, or at least,
To such a thought you would incline,
Cajoled into thinking that all would be fine.
Things changed all too quickly,
No longer were you a means to an end.
Was it that charming smile,
That would cause me to yield, to bend?
Or was it your startling wile,
Perhaps those golden eyes, like the morning sun?
I'd scarcely realized what had begun.
The game fell away
As if it were nothing more than dew.
And to your heart I decided to be true.
If only I'd made a better choice than you.
Seth sat against the wall in the castle's west balcony. He was starring up at Natalia's window, wondering whether Rilly was there with her. Could she see him? The window was dark. They were probably not there anyway. It was Analynn with him tonight. Seth was relieved that it was her. He did not have to pretend with Ana. He did not have to wear his charming guise. He did not have to act as if he was over flowing with charm, humour and all of that which Noble women expected from him. She knew the whole sorry tale--or least what he would tell her of it. He tilted his head against her shoulder, wrapping his arms around her waist.
"Seth, I've ne
"Natalia! you promised me you would take care of her!" Natalia stared coldly back at her cousin. That was a bit rich coming from him. He'd been in central for days now, and for that entire time, he'd not only avoided Rilly like the plague, but actually had the audacity to spend his nights at the Palace's Gala balls with the legions of women that vied for the Prince's attention. Did he even consider how Rilly would feel if she heard about that? Natalia had made absolutely sure that not a word of it would reach the young woman's ears, but that did not change the fact that Seth's erratic behaviour was really starting to tick her off. He had not
Current Residence: somewhere inside my mind Favourite photographer: marc Favourite style of art: Anime Operating System: mac MP3 player of choice: i-phone Shell of choice: ne? Wallpaper of choice: Egyptian Skin of choice: olive Favourite cartoon character: Edward Elric Personal Quote: Kol manemsa7 dam3a, bitigi domo3 ba3diha (traslation: everytime we wipe a tear many more come after)
Okay. So today I kidnapped ann-marie aka Rootz360 (https://www.deviantart.com/rootz360) and took her to see 'Midnight in Paris'. I dunno if she liked as much as I did--but I absolutely LOVED that movie. It's classy. Philosophical. Even references to sex are sophisticated. Man, they don't make movies like this anymore. It's really deep and actually has a central idea/lesson. I have to say that I give definite props to the director. He did something different and it really worked out!
Only thing is nor I feel very Nostalgic. I want to read classics, write and paint and listen to old music and movies from the olden days. I'm pretty inspired, but I don't know what to do with it
Hey there everyone,
My, it has certainly been a long time! My last journal was like 4 yrs ago! Well then, we certainly need to catch up^^
What has happened to mini-angel in the last 4 yrs:
-I got into university.
-I'm in my 3rd year.
-I'm in the education program, and I'm REEEAAAAALLLYYYY hoping I can get high enough grades to apply for graduate school. I really want to go to graduate school. I really want to study history. I need lika a milion hours of prayers.
ummm...wow. thats what my life has been about...I really haven't done too much else! except draw (l)
I've drawn tonnssss of stuff. AND I just bought an inking pen. and I have t
Quote: I woke up feelin like life's worth livin ^^
I guess you can gather my mood from tht bit thur ^^. anyways the important thing is tht my mood has definatly improved :D My crisis has passed and last night was the best night of my life.
I CANNNOT wait for our grad next year. IT IS GONNA BE THE BESTTT. :heart:
I think I've resolved somthings, which rocks. I can tell u alll about it. but its super emotional andud probably get bored. so im gonna write sum song lyrics instead. :)
'I've never been what you'd call lucky
Always stumbling around in circles
but I must have stumbled into somthing
look at me
am I rry alone with you?"